So because of the jail thing my dad lost his job and now I will probably be kicked out because my boyfriend who is BARELY making his own bills couldnt afford to buy dog food e.e... my mother is going insane I swear... Yeah my dad ended up getting 3 for 1 days and got out tuesday we were all really happy but now my mom is going insane and Im about to just cut ties and end it. I am trying to find a way to get money because apparently looking for a job online is being a lazy ass... even though no where around here takes paper applications... I have no life according to my mother because my friends arent my friends anymore over things that happened two years ago... and my boyfriend's friends must hate me because Im a little bitch. e.e this is what im dealing with today... I havent been home much all week running errands and trying to sell stuff to get some money but thats me being lazy and not trying to help my family... Well because of the miscarriage I cant donate plasma til dec 13th so yeah I cnat bring in money like mike can. and sorry for venting in a journal I dont really have anyone to talk to because everyone here is scared of my mom and sides with her on everything... I cant stop crying and I feel like shit.. becasue as shes yelling at me over stuff thats already bothering me Im applying to like ten jobs I do NOT want to do so I can have a job... this is just her way of dealing with decvember 8th which is when she lost her child at SIXTEEN and wont go to therapy or deal with the fact it happened... she will run off for weeks in a few days so it wont matter.... I even went int htere and tried to get my dad to take me to an interview but Im not allowed to leave until all the thanksgiving mess is cleaned up so I just missed out on a job... Im just... Im so done... I give up.